Oh, little one so far away
It wasn't always so.
There was a time your eyes would shine
With innocence aglow.

Your heart was open, soaking in
The things surrounding you.
So sensitive and guile-less,
Your mind was fresh and new.



And you believed instinctively
Your parents would be there,
To keep you safe, supply your needs,
And give you loving care.

It's in these early years we see
Foundations firmly laid.
Will she be healthy and secure
Or all her life afraid?




The home that should have nurtured you
Turned out to be far less.
The demolition of your soul
Was cruel and merciless.

At every turn you wondered why
As little children do,
So many things that maim a child
Were being done to you.



You never learned to become shrewd
and foil the hands of pain.
Now see the bruises on your heart,
The injuries sustained.

A battered body heals itself
But little do we know
How deep the mental anguish still
Resides within the soul.



With no escape, you were compelled
To spend your every day
In search of comfort, longing for
A place to hide away.

So lonely, frightened and aware,
In secrecy you'd weep.
Then cleverly you found a way
To put yourself to sleep.



Though ever present in this Hell
Your body had to stay.
But in its quest to stay alive,
Your spirit ran away.

Your hiding place is far beyond
This troubled earthly pale.
They'll never find you where you've gone
In this you do regale!



Ingenious methods we employ,
Our psyche to preserve.
These soul retreats help us survive;
They keep us "in reserve".

You traveled somewhere far away,
Dimensions still unknown.
You found a secret hiding place,
a respite all your own.




The years have passed, I've missed you so!
I wish that I could say
That life became a gentle place
Since you have been away.

Alas, the opposite is true;
The world more desperate grows.
But I have found a way to cope
While living in its throes.



For all my days have been well spent,
And many lessons learned.
I'm drawing ever closer to
the peace for which we've yearned.

This vessel none the worse for wear,
Is now becoming new.
I've dedicated heart and soul
To prepare a place for you.



So please be ready, little girl,
To find your way back home.
You're lost and frightened, but I swear
You need no longer roam.

The day is surely close at hand;
I pray you'll clearly see
A life of happiness awaits
When you return to me.

Soon ... very soon ... Please don't be afraid.


©Dianne Ames - April, 2002
Y
es, that little girl is me.
* Good News * See Note Below *







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* Good News *   November 13, 2003
The healing continues ... In June, 2003 I met a gifted practitioner who is experienced with the Shaman's work of "Soul Retrieval". This is where the fragmented soul parts are found and asked what is necessary for their return. Just today this little 5-year old girl was able to return to me. Now it is my part to keep her safe and free from fear. I will nurture this part of me and love her. It's a wonderful feeling! I feel like having a birthday party!
            Welcome back home, little girl FOUND!









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