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This is an open letter - a song for Mr.
Blues.
Now pay attention to the tone, and hear
the words I choose.
Our history of kinship dates before the
dawn of time.
I've paid you homeage faithfully in words
I put to rhyme.
You and all your relatives were once invited
in.
A home was waiting just for you, born
of my parents' sin.
There must have been a lengthy score of
karma to adjust,
So for the wisdom I have learned, give
thanks to you, I must.
You shared my bed, my room, my world for
half a century.
The tide has turned, your presence is
no longer serving me.
Embracing you, I did the work; my lessons
are complete.
I have been called to lay them down before
my Master's feet.

There is no haughty pride although we
overthrew your reign;
But rather humble thankfulness for all
there was to gain.
I bore your loathsome tyranny, I slept
in your abyss.
We probed the depth of Hades, yes, those
years I will not miss!
My guides had not forsaken me, although
I felt alone.
They lifted me and pushed me on, to make
their grace my own.
Your darkeness fought, but never could
withstand the power of light.
The dawn at last has broken through and
overcome your night!
So now I bid you all farewell, remembering
each name:
Self-hatred, anguish, spite, contempt,
rage, fear, lust, guilt and shame.
What liberation I have found - what power
is within!
It thrills me endlessly to say you won't
see me again!
©Dianne
Ames - May, 2002

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